Category: Random Musings
failed nanowrimo
I didn’t even start this year. I was having some emotional crisis and thinking about things. To be honest, online marketing has gotten extremely stupid. Social media is a rope with which to hang yourself. Everyone loved HP, then JKR opened her mouth on social media and now it’s ruined forever. I think I’d rather…
Papers
Life seems to come with a lot of papers. Everything. Everything comes with extra papers that you don’t need but seem so important. So, you keep them. Or at least, I keep them. Like the instructions for building those shelves, or the paper that came with my USB stick that is sixteen pages long with…
14/15/2020
Day 411 of the Cursed Year 2020, I have no grandmothers left. I have not finished editing Shaxia. Nor have I done a bunch of stuff I need to do for Moirae Pubs. I’ve lacked the motivation, mostly. On the bright side, I did participate in and win NANOWRIMO. I have been working on a…
almost over it
omg the decade is almost over and I’ve still got so much to do. Right now, I’m working on improving Moirae Pubs stuff, which is going to include an aggressive twittering and being active on other social media, as well as volunteering in MP’s name, and other stuff. I’m working on getting the MP webpage…
Trash Thoughts
I had a dream that my friend, my housemate, had gotten an awful boyfriend who sat on my couch and badmouthed me, gotten this piece of sheet car she couldn’t drive and parked it right behind my car in the driveway so I couldn’t leave, and had started moving in giant Tupperware of trash –…
Successful
It’s always the stuff I didn’t get done that bothers me and gets me down. Usually when it involves chores. I try to remind myself of all the things I have accomplished, but … its hard. However, I do have a lot of good things going for me. I’ve got nearly everything I’ve wanted out…
All I’ve Got Left
I’ve been doing a lot of stuff lately. Mostly around my house, trying to catch up with chores since being overwhelmed with the day job for the last month+… Went to Hama-con 10, did some exploration into FB market place and got some cool stuff. Got the back yard cut finally, but its going to…
Is happy even possible?
WordPress updated and I don’t like it. I need to figure out how to switch it back to the other view that doesn’t feel like I’m building a blog post like I’m playing with giant toddler lego blocks. At River Region Comic Con someone said they had an intuition-thought that I needed help. I answered…
Living with Depression
I do my best, but sometimes it gets to be a lot and I think that maybe I wouldn’t move if a bus were coming at me. Lately has been one of those times. (I don’t feel like going into that right now, though. Go read My Best Friend is Dying and Grief if you…